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Not Enough Time

20 Apr

There’s just not enough time in the day to do all the things that you want!  Like today for instance – it just went so fast!  I did get a fun surf session in though.  I surfed for two hours and really felt like I broke through the plateau that I was on.  I was in full control of my board, I felt like my arms were in good paddling shape and I could catch anything.  The water was clean, and the waves were glassy.  Then I had to go to the laundromat, but even that seemed to go fast.  There weren’t 9825 screaming children running around, so that was good.

Then I had dinner with Val and we went to get frozen yogurt.  Golden Spoon has some very good coffee flavored fro yo.  Then we went over to Joanne’s place to give her money for the concert tickets we’re buying for next month.  Yeah, sounds like a pretty bad day right?  I shouldn’t complain at all.

It’s going to rain the next few days here, and I love how the talk of the town is that it’s going to rain for TWO days.  Gasp!

 

Sorry For The Absence

15 Apr

Sorry it’s been so long since my last update!  I felt like so much had happened and I was just overwhelmed at the thought of writing about all of it.  Let’s just sum it up in a nutshell:  I went to visit my friend Alicia in Seattle and had a blast.  I got some great sunny weather and got to see Seattle at its finest.  Then I went on a roadtrip to Santa Barbara with my friends Suzanne, Val, and Lori.  That was another extremely fun trip where we surfed the iconic surf break of Rincon.  You can read more about that trip in the article I wrote up for my other website, The Surfing Handbook.  Click here – Santa Barbara Road Trip.

Pikes Place Market - Seattle

Pikes Place Market - Seattle

Alicia And I - Steven's Pass, Washington

Alicia And I - Steven's Pass, Washington

Greenlake Park, Seattle

Greenlake Park, Seattle

Seattle View

Seattle View

Between those adventures I have been doing a lot of surfing right here in my own backyard.  It’s so amazing to be able to just walk to Grandview.  Every day I do it I appreciate where I am and how blessed I am to be able to say “I live in California and I can walk to my surf spot and surf with my friends.”  Like, this morning I did an early AM session with Val and Joanne.  The waves weren’t that great but the sun was out, the water was glassy, and there were dolphins and pelicans sharing the waves with us.  Sheesh.  So gooey it almost makes your teeth hurt.

I was given the OK today by my cardiologist that my heart is totally fine, my bloodwork is 100% normal, and the skipped beats I was having were just a function of adrenaline and other factors.  In other words I’m NOT going to drop dead if they happen.  Which is reassuring, because last year I had about 5 minutes of continual skipped beats and it was literally the most scared I’ve ever been in my life.  That had never happened to me before and I really thought I was going to keel over right then and there.  Ever since it has been weighing very heavily on my mind, so I’m glad I got everything checked out once and for all.  The good part about it all is that the skipped beats are happening much less frequently now that I’m not so worried about them.  Interesting how that works.

I found this amazing short film on Vimeo tonight, and if you want to see an example of something that I’d love to create myself, then check this out.  The music and cinematography were just breathtaking.  The script was good but not great in my opinion, but the film as a whole is head and shoulders above anything I’ve seen come out of Hollywood recently.

APRICOT – Short Film by Ben Briand (sponsored by his incredible actors and crew) from Moonwalk Films on Vimeo.

 

Photos!

08 Apr
Checking Rincon

Checking Rincon

 
 

I HATE ANTIBIOTICS.

16 Mar

Wow, I’m having the hardest time doing work right now because my stomach feels like I have an ulcer or something.  It’s from the antibiotics -- I took the last one yesterday but boy did they screw my digestive system up.  I’ve had almost no appetite for the past 5 days or so.  It’s a bummer.

So instead of working (which is really frustrating) I’m just doing some random stuff…like updating this blog.

Two nights ago the weirdest thing happened.  I was woken up at around 5am (it was still pitch black out) to the sound of a very low flying plane.  It sounded like it was circling around.  When it didn’t just pass over I got a bit nervous so I jumped out of bed and ran to the front door.  I realized there was a helicopter with a searchlight hovering over my neighborhood.  I got pretty freaked out when I saw a few men walking quickly down the street with flashlights looking into people’s yards.  There were no sirens or anything.  My adrenaline was definitely pumping.  I didn’t know if there was a murderer running around or what.  I was a little on edge thanks to the two stories that have been in the news about the girl that was recently kidnapped and killed and the body of Amber DuBois found recently in Pala, which is inland and not that far from here.  In the morning I talked to my landlord and she said that apparently it was Border Patrol looking for a boat of illegal immigrants (Mexicans).  Crazy huh?

Recently I’ve been listening to a song by the Smashing Pumpkins called 1979.  For some reason that song gives me this incredible feeling of nostalgia about high school.  It gave me a feeling about high school nostalgia while I was in high school, for crying out loud.  How can you have nostalgia for the present?  Anyway, I think it just brings out a certain emotion about the past.  I sometimes fall into melancholy…it’s weird but for some reason I enjoy it.  That sounds completely emo I know, but it’s more that the song brings out some memories that are incredibly crisp and clear.  Like the green fields on our school grounds, and sports practice after school.  Like class night.  Like lockers and changing classes.

Music is quite unique in that it can bring out emotional memories.  If you buy a CD for a trip and listen to it the entire time you’re on the trip, then put the CD away for 6 months, the next time you listen to that particular CD you’ll feel like you’re back on the trip.  It’s like the songs store a particular emotional fingerprint.  It’s really cool, and I think this is why I like the interplay between movies and music.

The weather is absolutely BEAUTIFUL today here in San Diego.  It feels like summer.  It was almost too hot for me after lunch.  Too bad I’m suffering from this stomach ache.  I’m going to to try to surf a little later and see if that helps.  Usually if I surf when I’m having indigestion or something it totally helps.  Fortunately my sinus infection is quite a bit better.

 

Chilly Week

12 Mar
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I think this is cold!

It’s been a bit chilly here in San Diego the past week.  Not sure why, but it’s been a bit chilly to want to hang outside.  Listen to me – now I think that 63 and sunny is too chilly!  I think that it’s COLD when it’s 56 and cloudy.  I’ve lost my mind.  But seriously, it gets kind of cold if it’s breezy, which it usually is after lunchtime.   I was looking at the observed temperatures for this past week over at weather.com and yeah, to me a week of sub 60 temperatures is COLD.  I guess it’s proof that I’m now a San Diegan.

I finally have my voice back today.  Well, not completely.  Some of my range still comes out as no sound, but it’s 75% back to normal.  I sounded absolutely awful since Saturday, and my voice was cracking on every word.  Plus, my right ear somehow got clogged and it wouldn’t drain.  So I went back to the doctors and got the usual round of antibiotics again.  This is a bit ridiculous – antibiotics three times within 3-4 months?  Oh well.  At least I’m getting better.  I’m going to have to become one of those people who uses Purell every 5 minutes because I apparently have the immune system of a little baby.  Sigh.

Dell U2410 Monitor

Dell U2410 Monitor

In other news, my new computer came!  It’s a beast.  I had to get a monitor separately, but I’m not sure I’m too happy with it.  I got the Dell u2410.  It’s a pricey monitor, but I wanted something that would be business quality and able to be useful for graphic design.  Well, it’s great except for one thing – there is this horrendous anti-glare coating on the screen that makes it look so grainy.  To me it looks awful, and maybe it’s just my eyes but I feel like I go crosseyed when I try to read text on the screen.  It’s hard to describe, but it causes white backgrounds to have a prism quality, kind of similar to what you see on a TV screen if you sprayed it with a mist of water.  It reflects the little LCD pixels in slightly different directions so you see itsy-bitsy specks of red, green, and blue.  I mean, they are really itsy – you can’t pinpoint one really, but you can still see them as a mist.  Sadly I might have to return it to Dell and get a different monitor, probably with a glossy screen.  My laptop doesn’t have a glossy screen – it’s matte but it doesn’t have this problem.  I’ll give it another day and do some more research on alternate monitor options.

I’ve been feeling a bit listless these past few weeks.  I just feel off-track, like I’m not going anywhere.  I guess I need a challenge; I need to be creative.  That’s the tough thing about doing internet marketing…I’m a bit bored with it and it’s been a bit monotonous lately.  I really need a goal to spur me right now – something to accomplish.  I’m not sure what that is yet, but I need to take some time to think about it.  I guess I just feel that writing websites about computer software and other stuff is just not very fulfilling.  Or maybe it’s just that I’ve been sick and sitting on my butt.  But I’ve just been a little…bored I guess.  It’s weird to say I’ve been bored, because I’ve been doing all sorts of fun stuff with my friends here.  But in my down time I feel very directionless and frustrated for some reason.  I had a strange but very vivid dream the other night that might offer an explanation; I was on the Olympic Women’s Ice Hockey team (don’t ask me why, I’ve never played ice hockey in my life…I’ve never even held a hockey stick and worn skates at the same time) and I was stuck on the sidelines.  I felt like I had all this talent and skill and I wanted to get in there and shoot a goal, but the coach (who was played by, in an amazing amount of randomness, my gym teacher from high school) wouldn’t put me in the game!  I guess this just goes to show that I feel like I want to do something significant.  I’ve always had that desire – to do something really significant.

Anyway, I’m gonna do a bit of soul searching and figure out a project or a goal that I can work on.  I’ll still be doing my usual job, but I really need something that I’m passionate about.  I’m just not sure what that is yet.

 

Sick. Again.

08 Mar

Ugh.  Well, I’m sick again.  Somehow I caught a cold last week.  Wednesday was about when I started feeling it.  I’m pretty bummed – I really think that since Nov. 1 I have spent more time sick than healthy.  It’s so frustrating because I keep trying to get into a schedule of running and surfing because I want to get into better shape.  I know I’m in relatively good shape but I just like knowing that I’m being active.  I like feeling super in-shape rather than just passably in-shape.

Bear Mountain, CA

Bear Mountain, CA

I went snowboarding with Val and Alexis on Saturday.  I had a lot of fun but unfortunately I was a bit in a daze the whole time since the cold was just taking it out of me.  I also couldn’t talk!  I sounded like a strung-out sorority girl who had too much Vodka the night before.  However I think I boarded pretty well, and it was my first time at Bear Mountain here in California.  Val was able to get us free lift tickets too, which was awesome!  Even though it was crowded and the snow quality was so-so, I really liked Bear.  I think it’s because it has a lot of smaller jumps that I can go off without being too scared.  I really want to get better at going off jumps – it’s really exhilarating!

Last night a bunch of us watched the Oscars at Megan’s house in Solana Beach.  It was fun to actually do that – I love watching the Oscars but it’s so hard to find people who also like to watch them!  So we had dinner, wine and cheese, and commented on the show.  I really had a good time.  I love movies and the film industry, so that’s my thing.  I also saw quite a few of the movies that were nominated so I felt like I had a better feel for who should have won.  I was psyched that Katherine Bigelow won for best director – the first woman to win a best director nod.  Has it really taken that long?  I’m not an ultra feminist or anything, but seriously.  Also, the fact that she directed the war movie “The Hurt Locker” is awesome.  Just goes to show that us girls actually CAN direct a serious action movie, not just romantic fluff.  Bigelow also directed Point Break and K-19 The Widowmaker.

Grumpy Clooney

Grumpy Clooney

I didn’t think that Steve Martin and Alec Baldwin were that funny though.  And what was up with George Clooney!??  He looked like he had a stick up his rear end every time they showed him on camera.  After doing some research it was supposed to be part of the gag, but I totally did NOT get it.  I really thought Mr. Clooney was angry, and it was kind of uncomfortable.  Lots of other people had no idea what was going on either.  Check this link for more info.

In other news I’ve been reading a book called “The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo.”  I really like it so far.   I’m about 130 pages in, and it’s a mystery/suspense/political intrigue kind of book.  I’m not quite sure how to describe it.  It takes place in Sweden, which is a really neat setting.  I’ve always been interested in places like Sweden and Finland and Norway.  You just don’t hear about them that often and I’m curious about their culture.  I think they’re pretty modern and Westernized.  I’d love to go travel there someday.

Also, I changed the theme back for you, mom.  For now.  ;)

 

The High Price Of Concessions

25 Feb

Why are concessions at the movies so expensive?  It seems absurd.  I went to the movies the other night and asked for a small Pepsi.  The guy hands me a cup the size of a thimble, and then asks for $5.25.  For fifty cents more I could forsake the thimble and trade it in for something that looked a little more normal; about the size of a medium drink from McDonald’s.  $5.75 for a thimblefull of sugar water?  Don’t get me started on the $7.00 miniature popcorn.  Get real!  This only drives people to smuggle in their own food.  It also drives them away from the movies altogether.  The main culprit here is the Ultrastar cinema chain here in San Diego.  They have the highest prices and the worst quality.  The theaters are run down, and like I said the concession sizes are for midgets.  The Regal theaters are still outrageously priced but at least they don’t insult you with thimbles.  And they have the rewards program, which rocks.  Every other time I go I get a coupon for a free drink, small popcorn, and the much coveted free movie ticket.

thimble

 
 

Strips Are For Steaks

23 Feb

I’m looking to purchase a new computer.  First I was looking to get a new laptop, but since the one I wanted to get would take over 2 months to get from Lenovo (which is absurd), I am looking into just getting a souped up desktop instead, and either sticking with my current laptop a little longer or just getting a much cheaper laptop.

I can’t just go to the store and buy a computer; I’m extremely picky and I need to know the specs of every component and whether or not its the best for my needs.  I want to make sure I’m getting the best bang for my buck, and in the world of computers it can take some time to research everything if you haven’t been keeping up with it.  The last time I felt like I kind of knew what was going on with computers was about 5 years ago.  That might as well be 5 million years in computer terms.  Technology has been increasing at an exponential rate since then.

The main gripe I have right now is deciding on a resolution and a monitor.   I don’t understand why there are so many 16:9 monitors.  That means the monitor is like a widescreen high def TV.  That’s a ratio for watching MOVIES, not for doing work on a computer.  If you’re looking for a higher resolution it’s hard to find a 16:10 monitor, which is much more reasonable.  My dad says that widescreens are like looking at “band aids,” which is true.  I love widescreens for movies and TV, but for the computer it’s complete garbage and unnecessary.  Does the average consumer milling around in Best Buy think he or she is getting a high end advanced monitor just because it’s 16:9 and looks like a strip?  Strips are for steaks, not monitors.  I guess some people like it, but from what I’m reading most people looking for a computer monitor would rather have a 16:10 ratio.

Well, I’m at an impasse and I just need to pull the trigger and get something.  I just want to make sure it’s the right choice.

 

Classic Rock Revival

21 Feb

Last night my friend Megan and I went to the Belly Up to see the Platinum Rock Stars, a classic rock revival/tribute band.  It was a pretty fun show!  We got there midway through the performance, but for $12 it was kind of cool to hear some very loud rock guitar and see some crazy middle aged people reliving their glory days.  It was very involved too; they had costume changes for each band and were introduced by a booming voice over giving each band’s history.  We were only in there for about an hour and a half, but that was enough to turn my ears to mush.  I have pretty sensitive ears, and today they’re still ringing and things sound very tinny.  I really have to remember to bring my ear plugs the next time I go there since it can get rather loud.

Platinum Rock Stars @ Belly Up

Platinum Rock Stars @ Belly Up

Today I had brunch with the San Diego Surf Ladies and got to hang out with some people who I don’t get to see all that often.  We went to Naked Cafe (named for their use of “naked” or unprocessed food, not because everyone is actually naked) in Solana Beach.  They have amazing food; I got the coconut french toast.  I felt like I was eating dessert!

The SDSL Crew After Brunch

The SDSL Crew After Brunch

This afternoon I finally caved in and purchased my very own……vacuum.  Yes, I’m quite excited about this turn of events.  I spent an hour vacuuming my apartment which had sprouted cobwebs in every corner.  My apartment has a vacuum but it’s awful and doesn’t work well at all.

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Example. Not me.

I then mopped the hard floors with my Swiffer Wet Jet, which is a stunning achievement in the field of home appliance engineering.  It’s like a little mop, but on the handle is a little trigger that causes the thing to squirt cleaning solution in front of the mop.  The mop heads are also disposable, so you always have a clean mop.  Probably not very environmental but heck if it’s not convenient.  Such is the downfall of our society.

Anyway, my apartment is completely spick and span now!  Very happy.

I also found this amusing cartoon:

wetjet

 
 

The Laws Of The Coffee Station & La Costa

19 Feb

I was just talking about my blog with my friend this morning and it made me want to write an entry.  I feel like my writing style has deteriorated a little bit recently, and I think there are a few reasons for that.  First of all, I’m not spending enough time reading.  Secondly, what I do read is junk on the internet like forum posts on discussion boards.  The internet is like the black hole of quality writing.  Sure you can find some good nuggets of writing here and there, but the predominant writing style on the internet goes sort of like this:

OMG, so I just wanted 2 post about my latest shopping trip.  My friends n I went to Charlotte Ruse and got some AMAZING jeans.  They were sriously like only 20 bucks and fit me so good.  After we went shopping we met up with the boyzzz and even though I really wanted Jimmy 2 ask me out he was just kinda like whatevers.  There all so full of themselves and my friend agreed.   so I am just trying to keep my mind off him for now.  Later were gona go see a movie!!1  I cant wait!!

That’s what I’m up against.  Actually, I really think that if I start reading books again it will help quite a bit.  I am reading a little but it’s not enough.  I’m happiest when I’m spending about an hour a day just reading for pleasure, and I definitely notice that my writing style cleans up when I do that.  Since I write a lot for my marketing business I suppose reading should be part of my job.  I have to get my flow back – it’s gone missing somewhere.

I think writing more on this blog will definitely help – but to be honest I don’t usually proofread these posts or pay all that much attention to the grammar.  I think from now on I will make an effort to fully concentrate on my writing style here.  I still want to have fun with it though, so conversational style is still going to be the norm.

I didn’t know what to write about here at first, but as soon as I went to go get my coffee here at Panera I got my inspiration.  It’s the Law of the Coffee Station.

I go to Panera most mornings to get some work done – it’s a way to get out of my apartment and gives me an incentive to get rolling in the morning.  They have free wireless internet and it’s generally not too crowded (unless it’s raining outside – then the San Diegans don’t know what to do with themselves and tend to huddle in coffee shops reading the paper and talking about the economy).

Anyway, back to the main topic:  at Panera when you order coffee you have to go to a self serve coffee bar where the coffee is kept in warming dispensers.  It’s nice since I can mix and match; usually I fill my cup two thirds of the way with decaf and then top it off with some regular coffee.  That gives me just enough of a caffeine boost without giving me palpitations.

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The coffee station is generally empty — until I want to go get some.  It seems like whenever I go up there there are 5 people crowding it and standing there forever mixing in Sweet N’Lows and pouring cream while having a conversation about their boss.  I can pretty much count on the fact that even if there’s only 3 or 4 customers in the store they are ALL going to mysteriously appear at the coffee bar when I go there.  That is the Law of the Coffee Station.  I’m so positive, right?  I blame my pessimistic streak on my dad, since my mom apparently doesn’t know what pessimism is ;)   Hi mom!

Related to this is the Law Of La Costa.   La Costa Ave is the exit that I take to get to my apartment from Interstate 5.  This only happens when I’m coming from the south.  I’ll be cruising up the 5 and traffic will usually be relatively clear, but as soon as I get withing 1-2 miles of the La Costa Ave exit there will always be like 3 semi trucks going 45 miles an hour.  I’ll be too close to the exit to go around them and they’re so BIG that you can’t cut over, so I have to slam on the brakes and get behind them.  45 miles an hour is torture when you’ve been driving 70.  It basically feels like you’re going backwards.

As far as reliability, you can put the Laws of The Coffee Bar and La Costa right up there with Gravity, Thermodynamics, the Strong and Weak Forces, and Time.